My house sold yesterday. No congratulations are in order, it was a shortsale. I lost a shit-ton of money. It’s a done deal. Fortunately the guy is buying all of my furniture with it. I have a 2007 S550 Mercedes completely custom with less than 40,000 miles on it I’m also getting rid of. I’m also selling off everything else I own except for the bare necessities. I love this house, when I moved here I said “I am going to live here for the rest of my life”. I have spent the last two years of my life trying to come up with a way to pay for this 5000 square-foot albatross. In a sense, it’s kind of liberating, but also a harsh blow to my ego and sense of pride.
I’m not smart or business savvy. Now it’s time to face reality: I got lucky…
I put my trust in a group of people that would eventually stab me in the back so hard, Julius Caesar would return from the grave just to say “What a bunch of assholes.” I gave up my own thriving business to give them a position in an industry — using my contacts, knowledge and credibility. I hope you are enjoying reaping the fruits of my success by proxy: You fucking twats!!!!!
Truth being told, I made the most money previously, doing my own thing with NO partners! I should have kept it that way.
My own business is doing OK, growing slowly, but the thing that would probably make me the most happy if lightning strikes me and I die a quick painless death. I don’t even remember what it’s like to be happy. Happiness is something that other people experience.
Everybody tries to give me positive advice, but let’s just be realistic. I know it’s all just material shit, I’ve lived with nothing before I can easily do it again. I am talking about the big picture: Where are you are mentally? Who are your “friends”? Do you have “love” in your life?
I am batting 0% across the board. Things just suck and there is no way to spin it.
On the bright side I do have the freedom to roam wherever I want. Everyone says I should go back to Atlanta. I have some reservations about that. I thinking it might be best to just leave the United States and never come back. Find someplace cheap, tropical and dangerous and hopefully get killed there.
I hope you all have a wonderful and pleasant Sunday.